Listen to your head, but talk from the heart. – Marguerite Yourcenar
We could have been the crazy couple walking down the street, laughing at our past. Two unique souls that found each other at the worst moment, but at the right time. We could have been the perfect combination of laughs and tears, the mutual reason to smile and daydream. The reason why people smiles when looking at us walking hand by hand.
We could have been the blend of sweetness and bitterness, of light and darkness, the balance needed in our lives. The perfect illustration that fate exists, that there are things which are just meant to be. We could have been what I never expected but always dreamed of. What you never thought but always wanted.
We could have been a mutual torture, as addictive as oppressive, so needed and persistent. A friendship wanting something else, waiting for the perfect time. We could have been shining fireworks on a cloudy sky. A diary written just by us.
We could have been your last thought before falling asleep and my first thought when waking up. The best reason to lose our minds, because we need our imbalance to live in peace. We could have been the chance to fly without any wings; the opportunity to laugh out loud at our mistakes, at what we find so hopelessly adorable.
We could have been all what you decided not to. What I am tired of believe in, what we didn’t start to create. We could have been all this and more, what you always wanted but will never fight for. What I accept to need but cannot wait any longer. The battle we lost without struggling. We could have been but we will never be, because I love you but I love myself, because you love me but you don’t love yourself.